I wonder how long I can hold on to my mental capability of doing a lot of work consistently before I collapse under the mental drain it gives to me. Really, I doubt I would be able to take that much because I don't want to hurt my mental health for too much.
I'm not a smart person but I am capable of getting good scores, just that I am lacking the effort and the mental capability needed to even go higher. I need to work on my mental capability to keep myself consistent for the years ahead and really to pick up my work ethic as I don't really do enough work at home to allow me more mentally capable of getting a higher score.
I can do easy maths like factorising quadratic equation but it's another question when it comes to harder stuff like vectors, calculus and cubic functions. They require me to put in a lot of effort and time to actually get fluent and comfortable at doing those more complex maths. I should put really more time into doing maths than before and really try to do every question possible to make myself more capable, efficient and comfortable like I do now in quadratic functions.
Physics is more or less the same at maths. Looking at the Unit 3 test I failed. I realises there's a lot more to do to get me even more comfortable at Physics as I never felt comfortable at doing physics because of Mr Bushby and Mr Chu. I don't even understand the background of the theory and how to apply them into real-life situations. That really requires me to read a lot more on physics.
Here comes the important question, Can I keep up reading a lot more extra about Physics? It will be a question that I need to take a deep look at and eventually I have to realise how useful would the extra reading.
It takes a lot more than a capable mind to perform consistently and I need to be aware of that.
Went to the ARPNSA today, quite a lot of stuff to see XD, disappointed that it went too short but I'm happy. Quite surprised that it allows photography where probably it shouldn't.
Poor guy who got made into a skeleton 25 years (or more) ago and got sold to Melbourne,
