I had to apologise for the recent inactivity. Reality had caught me up......
I had the thought of throwing myself into the oncoming train to finish myself off when I waited for the train to go home at Melbourne Central yesterday afternoon...... Indeed reality had gone too far for me too take it like a man. I am still escaping from it, still trying to run from it and I don't think I can hold out for longer. Some how I need to take it like a man but my mental capabilities is still not strong enough to do so.
Yeah, Reality is indeed a hard thing to accept... At least it's the case for me.
I need to do a heckloads of things tomorrow.
Here's a list of them FYI:
Chemistry Revision
Physics Homework
Fixing a Radio Controller
IT SAC
Maths Revision
Rewriting my homepage
English Reading
CV and Resume
With all of that I doubt I will get enough sleep for Monday and I really need to study a lot more rather than sitting there doing nothing. It would be worse if I chose to do Business management though, but hey Baxter is an absolute clueless person :P
