I had to apologise for the recent inactivity. Reality had caught me up......
I had the thought of throwing myself into the oncoming train to finish myself off when I waited for the train to go home at Melbourne Central yesterday afternoon...... Indeed reality had gone too far for me too take it like a man. I am still escaping from it, still trying to run from it and I don't think I can hold out for longer. Some how I need to take it like a man but my mental capabilities is still not strong enough to do so.
Yeah, Reality is indeed a hard thing to accept... At least it's the case for me.
